Alchemize everything into gold.

The heart, cracked & open.

When I direct my eyes into the sun, it looks golden, it's illuminating frequency beyond my understanding. I see a big golden ring that shapes it; limitless, unbounded sparks of golden creation, that travels effortlessly across the Cosmos.

Sunset Laguna Beach, CA

September has began and for me it's a month I was born in. Feeling all kinds of emotions, things are shifting, tossing, closing one door, opening another. Spending a few days grounding myself by the beach in Laguna, hiking in the hills. The Pacific Ocean is unusually warm, considering how cold it can be. The water is quite unstable, with high tides appearing unexpectedly, and as I stand by the water, the waves effortlessly pull me in. Trying to get out of the water, my bikini bottom fills with sand, and I hold onto the top to avoid going topless in front of the large Labor Day weekend crowd. Do I hold onto the bikini top and bottom, or do I swim? I eventually surrendered and, with much effort, pulled myself onto the sand, my bottoms half down and my top barely holding to my chest. I wasn't afraid of the water at all, and if I had the right swimsuit, I would have dived deeper and further swim into the ocean.

The purpose of this short story I'm writing is to share that emotional and spiritual support is constantly present in our energy field, often manifesting in ways that we may not immediately recognize or understand. It is a profound exploration of the unseen forces that surround us, guiding and uplifting our spirits even in the most challenging times. The narrative aims to illustrate how these energies can envelop us, offering comfort and solace as we navigate the complexities of life. The moment I experienced the wave, it hit me forcefully, and in that instant, my head felt as if I were crashing into a wall, a jarring sensation that momentarily disoriented me. This powerful metaphor serves to symbolize the overwhelming nature of our emotions, the weight of our struggles, and the sometimes harsh realities we face. Yet, embedded within this tumultuous experience is the underlying message that, despite the impact of such waves, there exists a buoyancy in the form of support that can lift us back up, helping us to regain our balance and perspective.

So go ahead and alchemize everything into golden energy, allow the heart to crack open and be receptive to possibilities, knowing that whatever happens is for you, not against you. As the sun remains lit, continually shining golden light through the dark clouds, it stays unconsumed and unconfined. The trials and errors are a part of life, and embracing life's transformations allows us to continue shining our personal golden light.

Much love and blissings,

Gasija

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