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Bowing down in gratitude

Writer's picture: Dragana KrsticDragana Krstic

Updated: Aug 5, 2024

I wish I was there.


I am sure many of you reading this can relate, " Oh, I wish I was there" or " Wishing I had this and that, wish I was with him, blah blah blah, i wish, i wish, i wish".

The initiation to this journal today started as I caught myself very quickly in a wishing state of mind. So might as well write what is going through my heart and head of mine. I went ahead paused for a moment, with mantra, and bowed down in gratitude. I am more than enough, healthy, Divine Being, and having Peace within is way more important than wishing to be somewhere else, wishing for him to love me, wishing for all this worldwide violence to end.


Took a deep breath, and brought myself into the present, contemplating, listening to the inner voice of the heart. Be still. Be here now...go journal.


Made myself a cup of French press coffee, added some delicious cream to it and sat down to gather my thoughts as to what was disturbing me.


3 things that were distracting me in the last 5 days

  1. Social Media (scrolling over 30 minutes of daily limit) and which party to go for

  2. Thinking about him (love poetry coming soon)

  3. Making an investment decision (listening to other's peoples opinions)


  • The inner voice of the heart: no social media the next 3 days, go in nature and collect spring water. Along with this, keep on writing about your desires with him as it's inspiring you to strengthen your courageous heart and be trustworthy in divine timing (trusting self). Be disciplined with your diet. Have playtime with Anastasija and have faith in making your own decisions. As far as thinking about him, let the thoughts just come as they wish, don't ignore the voice, but don't be obsessive. You have spoken your part to him and if it's meant to be unity, he will find a way to you.


  • As far as which party is the right or left party, I am neutral. Until we all wait to choose a party that is right or wrong, listening to mainstream media, we will not become Unified and will continue to live in division. We will repeat catastrophic history and our children will watch, be confused, and repeat our stories. Solidly, I am standing for truth, peace, justice, and diplomacy. I don't support nor believe, "the rich are getting richer and the poor are getting poorer", middle finger for that. Born into a country that fought wars, and to this day is fighting for land, it's been enough of seeing innocent people struggling and dying, not just in the Balkans, but also everywhere else in the world that is currently taking place. It's heavy on my heart, but this time I am actually going to do something about it, not just sit and watch, oh well i don't know. Individually we all play a part on this Earth, in the universal consciousness and our actions play loudly how the future could be. If once upon a time there was Unity, I sure as heck strongly believe that will happen to see it in my lifetime. So, I have faith, that darkness is coming to light. On the road of this journey, a constant search for peace, balance, harmony, not just for myself but also for everyone collectively, is reminding me to bow down in gratitude and share this journal openly.

Ahhh, this felt good to release off my chest. So my question to you is, how well is it in your soul? Write me if you want, would love to read your feelings.







Much love and blissings,


Gasija

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